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It’s 1AM and I just got off of an 9 hour shift

and I have to be back at work at 9AM… today.  My exhaustion and irritation at this have come around to another train of thought. I’ve found that I really dislike people who say they will do something or act like they have the intention, then simply throw it aside. This can range from simply talking about doing something at work, talking about hanging out, or literally the intention of being a friend. I’ve been guilty of all of these, but lately it seems as though everyone has gotten on that train all at once.

As a side note to this, I’ve found my friends have been dropping off one by one as of late, and those people who I have newly met simply disregard or push away my attempts to kindle something new. It’s a shitty (but also happy in some circumstances) experience when those who you are closest to move away and forward with their lives. I’m happy that they’ve found their way, but it makes me realize that I stand here still, slowly trudging down my own path. I literally have to road trip to see my really good friends, and when I try to find anyone able to take up that mantle in this city, I’m just let down. Maybe I will keep trying or maybe I will keep looking, that has yet to be decided. Maybe I just need a new start, but those are hard to find nowadays. I guess I’ll just keep putting my work in and hope that something holds.

I’m exhausted in more ways than one and pretty glad nobody really reads this because I complain too much.

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these are actually really intriguing. shoot me some.

1:
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
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Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
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What if I told you that you were pretty?
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Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
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Are you interested in anyone right now?
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What are you looking forward to in the next week?
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Do you want to be single?
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Did you go out or stay in last night?
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How late did you stay up last night?
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Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
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Last three things you had to drink?
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Have you pretended to like someone?
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Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
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Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
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Is it hard for you to get over someone?
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Think back five months ago, were you single?
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What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
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Hold hands with anyone this week?
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Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
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What would you name your future daughter?
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Do you miss anyone?
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Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
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Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
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Are you good at hiding your feelings?
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Have you ever cried from being so mad?
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Who did you last see in person?
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Are you listening to music right now?
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What is something you currently want right now?
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What is the last thing you said out lot?
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How is your heart lately?
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Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
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Are you wearing socks?
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What do people call you?
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Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
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Are there any stressful situations in your life?
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Who did you last share a bed with?
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Did you do something bad today?
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When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
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Do you get stressed out easily?
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Will you sing today?
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Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
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Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
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Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
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What are you listening to right now?
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What is wrong with you right now?
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What is on your wrists right now?
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Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wea
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What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
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Do you make wishes at 11:11?
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Are you a good artist?
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Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
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Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
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Ever been on a golf cart?
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Do you have trust issues?
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Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
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Do you own something from Hot Topic?
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Do you use chap stick?
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Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
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Do you have a little sister?
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Have you ever been to New York?
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Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
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Have you hugged someone within the last week?
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What were you doing at midnight last night?
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Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
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Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
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Were your last three kisses from the same person?
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Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
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Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
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Will next Friday be a good one?

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a-lesbillion:


thechangelingmedusa:

Like seriously, why isn’t pole dancing an olympic sport? This is freakin gymnastics. This is strength and skill. This is not sexual whatsoever. Why does pole dancing have to be so stigmatised as a sexual thing that only strippers do? I have great respect for all people who can pull this off. This is art and beauty right here. 

Good lord, the fluidity of her movement is mind-bending, jfc

a-lesbillion:

thechangelingmedusa:

Like seriously, why isn’t pole dancing an olympic sport? This is freakin gymnastics. This is strength and skill. This is not sexual whatsoever. Why does pole dancing have to be so stigmatised as a sexual thing that only strippers do? I have great respect for all people who can pull this off. This is art and beauty right here. 

Good lord, the fluidity of her movement is mind-bending, jfc

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